Dear Einsamer-Schatten,
I hope the light will shine on you soon and you won't feel alone. Your family members don't understand what it's like to feel depressed--perhaps. My humble advice is to feel good about your accomplishments--whatever they may be-- your new job, hobbies, lifestyle... It is hard to change and find new goals.... I hope you will be easier on yourself and that tomorrow will be a better day. May God bless you..... one more thing, sometimes, the greatest blessing is to be able to listen and support another person... whoever you share your troubles with... try not to feel guilty when you share your troubles. Some people really do care sooo much, they might not know how to support you. Honestly, I was feeling sooo low today.... I don't know if anything I say here helps, but I wanted to reach out and try to encourage you. I tell myself how I wish I could be 23 years old again. I just turned 50! My life has been far from a bed of roses, and I've made many mistakes, but I encourage you to keep on going for yourself, for little things that might bring you a little happiness, satisfaction... and may those little things grow into bigger things. Again, wishing you blessings & light...