I am writing to clear up a few things anout my post. For one I have never left the forums since I have joined.

I did not intend for my post to make it sound like I 'dont fit in' I have never felt that way here. I am just a fairly distant person and my fears of posting and rejection are that of perhaps a newcomer who has not known me, making a reply in general that could cause me emottional pain or hurt. I am not saying this has happened it is the fact that I am so sensitive, that even someone who I do not even know could really hurt my feelings even if it was not intentional.

Cliques I do not feel I have any part in. I do not feel in general that there are cliques here other than some people have been here longer and may know the person on a more personal level and understand more of what is being saidl

I do not know many here on a very personal level, only have got to know a couple people on a higher level than others. I am though beginning to trust and open up more and that I feel is a big step for me. I am the type of person who can become easily hurt, even persay by a clerk at a store. I am just at times extemely sensitive.

I am worried that my reply is what is causing so much distress here. If it is I honestly did not intend for it to hurt anyone or make anyone upset, if I did I apologize. I am so thankful for this site and the people here.

Honestly I am not one to leave the site, in fact just the opposite, I fear that something will happen and I will not be able to come here anymore. That is just me. For example a couple of months ago I could not get 'into' the forums and it really caused me alot of distress as I come here daily. I know it was a programming problem now, however at the time I felt abondonded and felt I had done something wrong that I couldn't get 'into' the forums.

I am sorry if anyone took my reply as negative because it was not. I am unable at this time able to go to chat, which makes for me to know some less about the people here. I only know by the posts and public profile.

Just wanted everyone to know that I do feel safe here and I am sorry if I am making people not feel safe from my first reply.

Take Care- CHRIS


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~KRIS~

If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!