I may be oversimplifying this, but would it help to simply increase your support network outside of therapy? I mean, do you feel like it's only your T that you need to talk with, or could someone take his place after hours? For example, if it helps you, come on here and write to or chat with someone. PM me, I'd be happy to talk. Or call a crisis line in your area. I've never called one of those myself, but my co-worker volunteers for one, and he is so compassionate, patient, and caring. He really enjoys what he does and it sounds like most of the volunteers at those places just like to listen, even if you need to talk for hours. I don't know if something like that would work for you, but it may be worth trying once if you need to talk but can't contact your T.