I've been in the rooms for a fews years, and attended meetings in person, online, and via telephone. The telephone and online mtgs. start every hour round the clock. You can just listen, if you don't feel up to sharing. It's a "We program" not a diet club(when was the last time that worked anyway?) and you go to see the recovery for yourself. There are miracles in those rooms, One step at a time, one day at a time. Go to oa.org for mtgs. Hope to see you there.