So, I've had a verrrrrrry strange week...

Trigger warning SA stuff

I've posted before about memories I've had, that have felt real but I don't think they are. My t also suggested that these thoughts were not real, though she says she didn't say that
And over the past couple of weeks, a string of thought processes has just got me to where I arrived yesterday.
I remember. I don't remember everything at all, still just a couple of snapshots really, but I know that they are true.
I can't explain what has changed, or how I got here. Has anyone else been through this process? I feel like t won't believe me because I have just kind of....arrived here. No massive repressed memories reappearing, just a feeling that I always knew, and now I know that I know

I have t on Thursday, and I have emailed her to say that I know what happened. I feel fine, really calm, and strong, and angry but in a good, powerful way. I just need this feeling to last til Thursday! I want to keep strong now I have started, I want to be believed, I want to be okay. Help!