Hello and welcome to psych Central. Perhaps you mistook the response from your therapist to mean that you mean less to your therapist than you really do. Take it from me that since I work in the community for different organizations I take my job seriously and the people that I help as seriously as well. If it werent for people I would not have a volunteer position in the community, nor would I have the role in life that I have grown to love over time. It sounds as if you are needing a lot of comfort and support at this time, that perhaps you are not getting from your therapist, and you are needing more time to express your concern to your therapist when you have your sessions. Journaling may be a plus in getting the therapy you need at this time, this way you do not feel as left out from not gettting the help you need and deserve from your therapist. There are also support groups NAMI and DBSA, and possibly others in your community, that may be helpful to you as well for the support you are needing at this time. I feel that you are very fortunate to have a therapist that calls you when they feel you need more support, even though you are not feeling like yourself at this time and can not see things clearly as they really are by what your therapist meant by saying that calling you is part of their job. At least your therapist cares enough to call and is compassionate towards your needs, I hope in time you can clearup any misunderstanding you are having with your therapist, and get the therapy you deserve. Glad to have you here at Psych Central. Hopefully in time we will chat in the chat room. If you would like to chat before then please feel free to PM anytime.Tke care and good day. Soidhonia.