I know what you mean as I do the same thing!! Anyhow I know what I am and have never really been proud as my issues really do bother me. We all need to sometimes take a step
Back and kinda look before we speak. I know it's easier said than done. Shakespeare your alright by me as you do have much to say. As far as you playing the game, stick with your original ways cause your not good at the games yet. Lol. In time my friend you will be, we must laugh at ourselves to become better!!!