(sweet) prayers for me; they are wonderful and I welcome them wholeheartedly. No I have not said a word about this. I am scared to say anything. I had been diagnosed with Schizoaffective some years ago. I had been "hearing things, seeing things etc. It was held against me during my court battles. I told my t that I have had for the last 2yrs that I dont experience this anymore. Too darn scared. He said he did not feel that this was an accurated diagnosis; I want to keep it that way. The lables; I hate them. I have a true fear; what if I am this. Will it get worse over time? They had placed me on so many meds when I first became very ill. I am talking like 8 or 9 different pych meds. I was a zombie and I dont want to go back to this place. sry about the spelling.
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