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I am sorry you feel so isolated at this time due to feeling out of place. It is sometimes hard to relate to others that you are around, and feel displaced. There is a chat room here at Psych central that has helped somewhat for people that feel displaced or isolated, and you are welcome to come and chat anytime you are available. Journaling is very good for feeling displaced as well, as a younger person I wrote poetry and that helped tremendously not to feel as isolated and alone. Sometimes you just have to find your own interests that make you feel like you are an individual and at times it is hard if you different, but you can turn that into a very promising antedote to isolation later in life. Being different can be a plus and comfort at times when you are around the right environmental influences and when you dfind friends and aquaintences that share the same interests as yourself. Take care and try to take one day at a time. Have a good day. Soidhonia