lil bit,

Thanks for the advice. I try alot of times to focus on other things then my ED, but it's hard not to focus on ED. I try reading, writing, and I'm in school studying psychology. I know that my eating disorder is not my life, but I've had it for so long that it feels like this is who I am. I don't want to stay this way, but I always let my focus go back to it. Did or do you ever feel this way? :