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Originally Posted by rainbow8
I'm depressed and angry because my T mentioned hospice. I know she was trying to help by telling me I don't have to do it myself, but I didn't want to hear that word. Not yet! 
I didn't tell my T all my feelings. I want to cry with her but I don't cry with anyone. I emailed her already but don't want to take advantage and do it too much now that she said she'll answer them.
I'm also worried about her. She looks thinner when she sits closer to me. Maybe something is wrong with her since I asked her a few years ago. I don't dare bring up her size because of the time I hurt her by doing so. My h also thinks she's way too thin. I guess this came up because she had to rush out to an appointment yesterday I need her to be healthy so she can help me cope. I can't email her my concern either. She will probably tell me she's fine but what if she isn't?  |
I'm sorry Rainbow
Do talk to your T about being worried about her, maybe you're right that something is wrong, but you may be projecting too. Talking about it will help. Maybe she's just worried about *you*.
And I would tell her about your fears about hurting her about her size.
FWIW, people tend to think that I'm too thin too, but I'm not, it's just how I carry my weight (on my legs, while my ribs and collarbone stick out
). I'm weighed regularly because of my meds and it's never been a problem.