I think that's a very bad idea lunatic soul, you probably will lose your t if you do that. It's hard enough to have an emotional connection sober but I would argue impossible on MDMA since there's no way he could relate to the state you're in. You'd also be highly sexually charged, I'd say it sounds dangerous. Your t will think he's no good for you if you do this, Id be worried for you.

I've never gone very high, but I've taken Xanax before sessions which I'm prescribed too. I think it's better when I go sober now, apts just go better for me and I feel like I get more out of it.