Why didn't I get to choose Which country I want to be born into? Why did I meet myself as a Nigerian and not any other nationality. I hate this country Nigeria and I feel cursed to be in Nigeria Where people of great potentials are left at the mercy of wicked money looters we call our leaders.

I am in dilemma right now, I feel torn between two world's. Why does it seem everything is going against me When It's not my fault.
I am in a country Where only three courses guarantees success Which are medicine and surgery,law and accounting, every other course chosen is like taking chances with your future in Nigeria, So here in Nigeria I have no choice But to go for medicine and surgery as a science student If I want to be successful, whether or not I like the course. 80% of the science students also choose medicine and surgery because every other science course taken is like taking a risk in Nigeria.

The only way you can make it in Nigeria with other courses is only If you have a rich family willing to help you financially to establish yourself or When you have affluence and as a result given employment to work in a big company due to your affluence.

So I was lucky I got admitted in 2012 with my medicine and surgery course,2014 my father lost his auronautic engineering job due to the Dana airplane crash that happened Last year. So now he can't afford my school fee again because its a private school and the fee is high.
This year I decided to process a federal university with cheaper school fee applying for the same medicine and surgery, guess What happened,I scored 79% in their screening exercise and the cutoff was 80%,What the ****? Have I not done my best? What more is required of me than to do my best?

What sort of stupid country is this? Why have i been cursed to be in this country? What have I done to deserve this. What sort of situation is Nigeria battling with. The masses are like grasses trampled upon by elephants fighting.

I feel wasted being in Nigeria!!!!!
I feel cursed being a Nigerian!!!!!

The only hope I have now is to travel abroad and study there,the situation is better over there than here in this worthless country.

Someone here should please help me
I am depressed. I feel So disappointed.

Please Which public college do you know abroad Where I can study,and that is friendly to foreigners like me.

Please help.