Recently my sisters dad was put in a psychiatric hospital. I saw them about a month ago and then they were fine. They're kids were happy then. Soon after that they broke up, and well now everything is wrong. It just all went so fast.
I can't help blaming myself though I know I can't have had anything to do with it. My brothers mom is also in the psychiatric hospital, my own mom is not well either and my dad drinks too much. I can't understand why it always has to happen. Why is my whole family mad?
I keep thinking it's my fault, that somehow I cause them all to go mad, because I did something wrong. I know I shouldn't but I can't make the thought go away.
I hate this feeling, feeling guilty and small.