Last week, I was just a week in to a med change when I saw my T. I was a little hyper and...I dunno...clingy or something. I guess I was just weird...kinda off. So, I feel like I was completely obnoxious last week in our session. I know I probably wasn't, but I acted in a manner that is outside my norm, and now that I'm more stabilized on my new meds, I'm embarrassed about how I acted last week.
I'm really nervous about seeing T tomorrow because of how I acted last week. I think my T probably understands that my behavior was being influenced by the new meds. And, really, what I consider obnoxious and what she might consider obnoxious are probably vastly different. I'm incredibly reserved normally, so even just being more chatty than normal is "obnoxious" behavior for me.
Still, I could use some good thoughts, encouragement, whatever for tomorrow's appointment.
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---Rhi
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