I came to realize that the the real me is not a mask at all. The real me is constantly hidden behind one though. The real me is kind, gentle and always willing to help another, I have been that way since I was born. But masks are too often present such as the one I wear to display my anger issues. I am not violent or physical with my anger but emotional anger can be even worse. This mask developed through a poor upbringing and grew as I realized that most people in the world are angry about something.
The real me however is always present and stops my anger from lasting long or growing into resentment. The real me is also sensitive and caring but that seems to always be thrown back in negative ways. I could never understand this at all.
I guess my point is, the real you wears no mask and it is how you feel about things when left to your own thoughts.
I hope this made some sense I'm very tired and confused from meds right now.
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