Yeah the problem is that the only thing that links them all together is me. My brother and my sister are only "half" and they're are not realted to each other.
My sister lived with us for a while but she lives with her dad now.. well she lived with her dad, and my brother never lived here. He lived with his stepdad. So it's not like we're close family but it's the only family I got. I just can't make any sense of why they all get mentally ill.
Sometimes I wonder if maybe the whole world is mad.. it would make everything much easier to understand.
Makes me feel so selfish and guilty to see them all going through that. I don't know why.
But I feel guilty about a lot of things. Like when the lights turn green for pedestrians and I'm the only pedestrian, I feel bad for making the cars wait. It's stupid cause I know I shouldn't.