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I want to board the dog. Put some things in a back pack, call a taxi, leave all electronics, ID, wallet, hop on a bus to Florida and disapear homeless on the streets. No more pressure and stress. My job will be roaming around looking in dumpsters for food. Sneaking in public restrooms to wash up. My husband, since he lives in a different sate, wont even realize something is amiss for at least 3 days. Then, just then, he will fly home and file a missing persons report. They won't find me and if they do they can't force me to go back. I can not deal anymore.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
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