I'm feeling hopeful for the first time in a very long time. Yesterday I returned an email with the vocational rehab case worker and made an appointment for today. It went fairly well. I have a few things to do and we're going to wait for a report from SS and the IRS to find out my pervious jobs as I have no memory for dates. Also to find out whats my standing in regards to the ticket to work program. She mentioned the IRS as a possible place for me to work. They have a program for those who are disabled and not able to do a lot of physical work. Not sure how I feel about working for the man!

Kind of waiting for the other shoe to drop. When ever things go well I expect something bad to happen.