This is a good thread and I agree wtih all of these posts. As a mom of 3, I have witnessed the rivalry my children feel when they are competing for my attention. My younger sister even chimes in sometimes because I was a mother figure to her. I think this is similar to how you may be feeling about your T right now. I don't even like to think about my T's other clients and prefer to think I'm the only one! Now I know that's not true, but wishful thinking. Our relationships with our t's are special and seeing T intimate with another person can be very painful. Do you think you could discuss this with your T? Especially if you want to keep seeing her, it would be to your benefit. Then you wouldn't have to start over again. By the way, I have often said to my children, that I wouldn't be doing my job if I didn't do one thing or another.......My guess is that your T called you because she has no idea why you said you want to temrinate and that she may be just as hurt as you are. It sounds like she cares.