Thank You so much everyone for all the hugs.
I'm just very very stressed out right now. So much is still really unknown with the job. A co-worker brought something up that I never even thought about, our sick and vacation time. I have a lot saved up ( never know when ya need it ) well, I may lose ALL of it. There's a big meeting monday with the new bosses and everyone that works there. Then tuesday they are sitting down with everyone to let us know what we have to do and if we want to apply for our possitions. I'm really nervous about having new insurance and how they will pay for my T and all. That's a big worry for me. Will I lose my T if he's not on their insurance and how much I'll have to pay, plus number of visits. T's been out of town this week so I haven't been able to talk to him yet. Very stressful at work, you can feel everyones tension in the air. I'm going to get my resume done this week-end and hope for the best.
On top of everything happening we moved into the new house this week. The things T and I worked on for the move haven't been an issue. I didn't know that the bathroom would be a issue for some of the others. I thought we could adjust easier to the new place better then we have concerning that room. But things aren't very good in that area of things. We have a lot of trouble getting into the shower right now. We can't close the door to that room when we're in there, a lot of panic in there so far. That I got to get out of here something or bad things will happen. Just needing my T right now.

monty