Sorry for another thread, I guess my mind is playing with me or maybe not, but today's session had me spinning . I was so frustrated. She knew it and kept asking me who I was frustrated at, I wanted so bad to say YOU . I just said everything .

I think she was waiting for me to say her. Anyway, as I was asking her about the schedule , and why I wasn't comfortable talking too much trauma every 2 weeks, she agreed, but she kept saying there were changes happening in the clinic.

She didn't tell me what though, she said her caseload was heavy like 100 clients , not weekly of course. I asked if she was going to continue to help me with trauma, she said it was her goal. There's that freaking word again.

She used to say sweepy of course we are going to work through it , I'm here for you ect... Words of reasurr acne . Now all she says, it's , it's a goal.

She is being evasive. T1 and t2 started doing that when they were leaving. She is not leaving, but I feel there is something she is not saying.

I'm so damn paranoid .

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