Awe Sweepy. I think she'll try and be there for you, but that she's realizing some of it is out of control because she can't count on the other therapists to be there. So... I don't think you're being unreasonable to feel how you do, but I also don't think she's planning to leave you.

However.... do you have any options for switching services? I hate how often you've been dropped and how irregular your sessions are, etc.