I understand how you feel. I didn't know I was depressed when I quit doing things that I had enjoyed for many years. Now everything is gone. I used to watch the news for entertainment, I totally don't care anymore. Don't care about movies, washing my car, cooking nice meals. Those used to all be things I enjoyed.

But I'm new to treatment. Like I said, I didn't know, or at least didn't think of myself as depressed. Just thought I was growing out of that stuff and couldn't figure out why. Now I'm starting to learn why.