I was thinking about it, but I live in the midwest, If I was still in NYC I would have many more options, out here, there are not that many, this organization has many locations out here, but this is the closest, and my h is not willing to travel further. Transportation out here is very limited. I am just so emotionally drained by all these changes, that to even think of going elsewhere and trying again, is more than I can handle. Its not even a matter of latching on to this t, if all of this would have happened without all of these stressors being present, it would have been fine. I was seeing t2 every 2 weeks for a long time before I saw her weekly.

Its just that, I had the transition going on, when t2 left, I had the stressor of my mil, hospice, and trauma therapy, then mil passed away. Then thats when in the middle of all of that, I was left to go every 2 weeks sometimes every 3 weeks, In the middle of all that mess. I know its beyond her control.