Daycia,
You sure have a lot of your plate. I'm a little confused...you have a child with this man?
Please don't blame the police, they are only doing what is required of them.
Your relationship seems out of control. I believe a domestic violence helpline might assist you. You DO need to find the courage to take charge and clean up this mess. You do need meds and therapy. You're too young to let your life go on this way.