I have noticed a terribly significant change in my mood. I'm so depressed. I have those urges that I used to get, to pull my teeth out or break all my fingers or hit in my face with a hammer. I just am praying and hoping it will go away if I just do therapy.

I went to my old therapist yesterday and she really advised me to get back on the meds. I took them today again for the first time. Now I feel like I failed.