((((((((((((((((((((Desirae)))))))))))))))))))
That massive hug? That's a massive CONGRATULATIONS!! hug!
I'm absolutely delighted to hear that you're doing better!! You might still want to seek some help on this issue, just to be sure it won't bother you again if (or, considering how well you're doing, maybe I should say WHEN) you surmount it on your own.
Two things you must always remember, no matter WHAT comes your way: I am a good mother, and my children love me.
That's it. Repeat that to yourself as many times as needed until you know it's true.

We all know it is, and it's fantastic that you are seeing it as well!!!!!!
luck&love,
~muse