Hello & Welcome, Tuffy86.
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Originally Posted by tuffy86
I was a child contemplating the pointlessness of playing rather than playing.
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Sounds like you are dealing with chronic depression that completely enfolds the current severe stresses.
You are in counseling, you are on a waiting list for a psychiatrist ("pdoc"), and you joined this forum and have begun to post. Oh, and you've tried to cultivate a hobby. You actually are doing some things despite being out of psychic fuel. Why? How? I can neither answer for you nor for myself.
Please make yourself at home here.
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My dog
mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.