{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Jessica}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I sure feel for you! First of all, I have trust issues. If I had been interviewed for one position but was put somewhere else, out of my element, I would have been really mad!

Consider this, though. First, you said it went alright. Second, you said you almost had a panic attack. You got nervous, that's all. I think anyone on their first day on any job gets nervous.

Only you can judge the situation for yourself. On a scale of 1 - 10, put your issues where you think they belong. 1) How badly do you feel about being hoodwinked? 2) How uncomfortable were you really around those kids? 3) At your age, don't you think it would be wise to get over your fear of kids? 4) Could you learn something vocational as well as personal by sticking with it?





<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>