
((((((Rainbow))))))
I was wondering how your therapy went. I'm sorry you had a hard time concentrating and asking for what you need. I know it's very hard for you to express your emotions in person with your t. I'm glad you did finally hold her hand at the end of your session though.
Try not to take on the worry about your t's thinness. She has always been thin. Most likely, she is not sick. It's possible that she may have lost some weight due to the recent of divorcing not that long ago. Don't worry about losing her right now. She is right there with you, both on your session day, and between sessions she lives in your heart. Draw on that strength and caring!
Remember too that you have many people who care about you here, as well as in your 3D life. You won't be alone with this. You're going to be OK. We'll help any way we can.

Peaches