I feel flat as a pancake. At least there is no anxiety, just lethargy and apathy.

Tomorrow I had planned to go to a flower show, but now I just can't make up my mind. The ticket price is expensive and I'm short of cash so I'm using that as an excuse. I know I'll be sad if I miss the show but right now the effort is overwhelming. A day out while the weather is still nice might be just what I need to lift my mood, but will I get too tired to enjoy myself?

What did I say about no anxiety????????? All that sounds like anxiety to me, I feel like I don't know myself very well.

Come on Me, get a grip, make a decision and accept it. The flower show will come around next year so missing it isn't the end of the world, but if you want to go there are plenty of places to sit, rest, eat and take in the view without hiking miles and miles.

Why are such straightforward decisions so hard? Does everybody else find things this difficult, I mean the "everybodies" in this world who are lucky enough not to be plagued by depression, anxiety or other such problems.