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Originally Posted by Kiya
yeah, really good questions! I've not heard of GID until now. But if the changes are being brought on by triggers, that is a clue (to me) that it is dissociation or alters or (?). Where, like you said, it's not so much that you are one or the other, but they are brought out and sometimes there's even a "neither". This is where therapists look for trauma in your life and soforth. Staying in the questions is good.
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Yeah, I've dealt with a lot of emotional abuse and trauma from heartbreak and abandonment. Most of the reasons why I was diagnosed with borderline is why, but over the years I've grown up to live like I was more of a 'boy', which in cases with my parents they passed it as being a 'tomboy'. Over so much time I just made the 'boy' side of me as an imaginary male figure to fit out that side and behavior. To the point I started to show 'out of character' personality traits and behavior.
So then on I took it as I was two people as one and learned to cope with the other personality.
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