I am coming up to the end of my contract. There is a possibility of me being able to continue here next year and I really REALLY want to but I won't know for at a least a few more weeks.

In the meantime I am paranoid as hell. People thank me constantly (including my boss) and say they are really happy with me but I don't know what they think of me. I know I'm weird and I know this workplace is weird accepting but it's my first full-time job and I worry when they don't talk, or I get excited =/