((((((((Wants2Fly))))))))) and ((((((((Jax2923)))))))).

These awkward situations wouldn't be so bad for me (us maybe?) if others seemed just a little willing to understand why I'm this way or how uncomfortable it is for me. There's been times when people just flat out say to me, "Why don't you ever say anything?" or "Why's your face so red?" It draws in more attention that I don't want. I've definitely noticed more so lately how a lot of people are so unwilling to understand others. It's kinda sad.

Wants2Fly, I like the idea of joining a group... however I highly doubt there would be any groups of my interest around here (I don't live in a very exciting place). Before my college 'hiatus' began a few years ago I took several art classes that were pretty small in size (maybe around 20-25 people) and I was fine in those situations. Everyone got along really well and I was doing something I really enjoyed and was good at. Sometimes I wish I could have stayed in nice settings like that (maybe I wouldn't be so completely anti-social now), but things got pretty messed up for a while and I had to take a break from school. Maybe I'll get the courage and chance to be so lucky again? Hopefully...