Can relate to so much here. Yes, definitely have anger, tons of it! Don't know where it comes from entirely, it makes sense to me when it's happening, but then afterwards it's like whoa! Also, feeling everything all at once, and then feeling totally blank, space out, dissociated or depersonalized I think it would be called. It's a roller coaster! Yesterday I ran around like a maniac all day, started drinking over dinner, and then had a night meeting with my staff, I was spinning by the time it happened. Nothing really bad happened, but I was just bringing this really intense energy with a kind of angry edge to it that I think was hard for them to process. I woke up this morning with that 'whoa!' feeling, like where did my mind run off to. Really helpful for me to wake up this morning and read this thread. Thanks everyone for writing!