I have this horrible anxiety about contamination and toxicity and being evil. I saw a therapist for seven years and eventually I do believe it leaked onto him and he wouldn't see me anymore. The fear for me is very, very real. I am seeing someone now and it is terrifying. I have told him stuff, really bad stuff, and so far, so good, but with me it happened before so I have no hope it won't happen again. I think most therapists can handle it though unlike my first one.