floating.feather I am so sorry you are in so much pain. Your words do matter and so do you. Maybe if you try different words and actions to explain yourself you may get a different response, just a thought. We all need space of our own sometimes it just takes a bit of patience to get it. I really hope things are better for you today. Don't hold back your tears everyone needs a good cry once in a while. You are important and your feelings do matter. I do care and I wish the best for you.