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I know the feeling to well. It has happened many times to me in the past. My therapist calls it a case of conflicting values. On the one hand I am a reliable hard worker and good team player and on the other hand when I am depressed I just can't hang. I feel like a total loser when I can't work but it is what it is and she says I am choosing to take care of myself which is top priority. Hard situation.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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