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Sep 12, 2014, 01:10 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2014
Location: osage beach MO
Posts: 6
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i do have a log of blog pages and on google crome and some others they are linked with other sites. i will try and remember to make a list on word pad and post them here. i am 64 lady and alone. no family and 1 friend across the hall. to me friendship is more then most think it is so very causious now adays. got to the point i dont even want to be human anymore and living in the wild with the animals is safer then society. but something keeps pushing me on even tho if things do not get better by a certain time i want to disappear. for i WILL NOT GO TO A NURSING HOME. and if there is such things as fema camps not going there either i put it this way i will leave this body of stardust and go back to the universe. my life been a living hell so i want my way of leaving less painful then a slow painful abusive death. i worked in nursing homes as a young woman so i know about it and it has not gotten any better. by loaningout my car and they not put anifreeze in after i said it needed it. now no car i dont have my independence anymore. have gone without food and 2 months of nothing but beans. and i wonder after 3 yrs of this isolation effects the mind and emotions; soul? and hoping this is the problem of my remembering things. like they say 1 day at a time well sometimes just 1 min at a time
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