First, Hi and hugs!!!

Second. . .don't sleep on the couch!! From a former couch sleeper (after my divorce), I found, at least for me, it added to my depression. I enabled myself to keep being a victim.

If you feel you need to talk to someone just keep trying and you'll eventually get in. If you're anything like me, I do try and 'handle' EVERYTHING until the bottoms falls out and I just want off the crazy ride and I want help or a shoulder at THAT EXACT MOMENT.

There are a ton of great people located within this forum and willing and ready to be there to listen, offer advice, or join in the rant.

(((((HUGS)))))