I had a misunderstanding in class today. I feel irrationally angry about it. I have no right to be angry.

I'm the one who gave the wrong impression about what I believed.

I'm the one who didn't consider how it would be interpreted.

I'm the one who felt she had to say something, even if it was stupid.

I'm the one who opened her big fat stupid mouth.

If I could only have thought about it better and not have spoken on impulse, I wouldn't have gotten scolded. Of course I was going to get scolded if I said stupid things, and I should learn not to say stupid things in the future, so I won't have to get scolded. That's how the world works.

I just hate to admit that I deserved it, even if my prof jumped to the wrong conclusion. Wouldn't have happened if I kept my mouth shut.