It's Cady here. Loz isn't feeling so well they are professional counsellors and undergo a lot of training both before they are allowed to talk to young people on the phones and also they have to do ongoing training all the time. They have supervisors there and sometimes supervisors even listen into the calls and tell the counsellors what to do/ say/ suggest to the young person. We have been calling them since we were 14 years old but after we turn 26 in march we won't be able to. That counsellor lady was our 2nd counsellor there, our main one is on leave until the 8th oct she is nice and we have been talking to her for many years now but I don't know if I trust her yet. I find it hard to trust anyone but she is nice.

kids helpline

T says she will msg us every few days to 'check in' but she is on holidays and I feel bad her doing this. Ella wants to take the tablets but we are going out soon with one of Loz's friends so will be safe for today at least. I don't know what to do. it's all so scary and I want to send that counsellor an email telling her how Loz is feeling but is it ok if I do that? So far Loz talking to her has been ok but she needs to know that Loz doesnt always know when we come out and hearing we have sometimes scares her cuz she can't stop us and especially lizzie when T is mentioned.

I have to go now. Friend is here.

Cady