... it will include that I tell them about all things the other docs messed up. I don't want to tell a new GP (I have no steady one) that the labs from the clinic I used to go to were lost due to their mistake, that their referral was mysteriously lost too, that the referral from the psychiatrist is bull because she referred me for an increased pulse rate when in fact it was because she was yelling at me, and that the GP will have to run some more labs because the psych forgot....

It's so messy and unreal, but somehow I need to explain why I'm really there and why data is missing. It's going to sound like I make things up. Docs usually think I make things up if other doctor's mistakes are mentioned.

But I really do need a checkup for both my thyroid and how my autoimmune illness is behaving.

This whole hassle is just preventing me from going. Should I just pretend my pulse rate was high because of nothing but it is OK now and should I take on the missing labs as it was me failing to have them done? It seems easier but I don't like lying.