Sister, you know there's a whole lot of people "out there" in the general population that could do with being on meds and in therapy. I consider myself to be responsible and adult in doing what I need to do to help myself live a more fulfilling mature life. Unfortunately there isn't a perfect life, no one gets out of childhood unscarred, but its being brave enought to recognise our scars and heal that makes the difference.

I hope you feel more at ease soon.