I just wanted to check in and say I understand. It is like we wish we had a button to click to get back to where we were. Just does not happen. I think that I would mention that you are new on meds and getting adjusted to meds takes time. It also, aaargh, helps to welcome and make friends with the meds to know they are can and will help you. You will feel better as the depression lifts with your work with your T and Pdoc.

I just started a new med and my doc said that most folks have about 5 defenses that hold them strong and I should look at mine as one more defense. Sounded like a good answer.

I really can relate you your post...as i know you feel like you are crusing along and .... bam.

Hang in and keep shaing here. We can help each other through it.