"I'd been feeling suicidal and I told my dad that, and when he completely ignored me and told me to get out of his office and leave him alone so he could get some work done, I got really hysterical and couldn't stop crying because I just really wanted him to hear me and be there for me and understand me. Which he did not want to do, so he told me he was going to have to take me to the hospital, which I was terrified of and did not want to do (I was really sick when I was a little kid and in and out of the hospital a lot for blood/platelet transfusions and am terrified of needles as a result).

So his solution was to call the police and have them take me to the hospital, which was even MORE terrifying because I was a 16 year old kid and here were three really big men telling me that if I didn't come with them they were going to MAKE me come with them (this fear probably originates from the fact that my mother and stepfather physically abused me for many years, and as a result I don't like people putting their hands on me, especially if I don't know them).

So naturally I did not want to go with them and one of them put handcuffs on me and they pretty much carried me to the police car and took me to the hospital. By which time I was having a major panic attack and was having a lot of difficulty breathing and could not stop crying. By that point I was just acting like a five year old and spent literally six or seven hours sobbing hysterically and asking everyone I saw for hugs and asking them if I could call my mother, to which everyone said no, and I had to stay overnight because it was 10:00 and the doctor wouldn't be there until the next morning, and they gave me a couple of needles which were terrifying, and I was pacing around the room I was in and the nurse that was there said if I didn't sit down on the bed she would put me in restraints, and it was literally the most terrifying night of my life.

And in the morning when they finally let me call my mother, she came, but she accused me of only calling her to get attention or to manipulate the doctors into letting me go home and told me that if this ever happened again not to call her next time."

http://forums.psychcentral.com/psych...t-started.html

Is all that really mistakes to you?