Similar situation here but different position. Haven't had a girl of my own yet and I've always considered myself to be at least handsome but my lack of an interesting personality has been my downfall. I know giving up kinda seems like a better option but it's really not. Maybe just put your thoughts of getting into a relationship aside for now. Get yourself together and put yourself into situations where you can meet people more often. You will find friends, at least, to get you through and eventually find someone who shares a mutual interest in you.