Ive had a friend for around 9 years now We met as kids. We were never really close but I did have a crush on him that progressed into me being ovsessed with him. All I think about all day is him and make up these stupid things that we do together. About 2 years ago we started sleeping tgether I asked him out and he said there is n way it wouold ever happen. I still sleep with him when ever I can even though we dont even have 5 minute long conversations any mre just quickys. I cant get him out of my head im obsessivly in love with him and i cant stop an its destrying me inside.