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They started making me suicidal. No explanation, just little by little.

I was on these ones for about 6 months (uuuum Lovan), I was on the others for about a year and a half (voxam).
I joke that Voxam gave me turrets and Lovan gave me dementia.
(I was on Zoloft Prior during my teenage years but while on them I became anorexic, bulimic, depressed and suicidal but the people in charge of my life wouldn't let me get off them or change so I'm a little shy about meds)

I started because after 6 years of being suicidal, I had gotten too comfortable with it and my partner and best friend were worried about me.

I'm hoping it's withdrawal because that means it will stop.